Article 47: Mindfulness and Journaling: Possible Allies for an Actor’s Wellbeing

An actor spends a great deal of time observing: a scene partner, a text, a breath, a reaction, a behaviour.

Two practices can turn some of that attention inward: mindfulness and journaling.

I use both myself, particularly Vipassana meditation, but I want to be very clear: they are tools. They are not proof of artistic seriousness, not universal solutions and certainly not automatic treatments for anxiety or depression.

Mindfulness: observe before reacting

In its simplest form, mindfulness involves deliberately paying attention to present experience — sensations, breath, sounds, thoughts and emotions — without immediately trying to correct everything.

For an actor, that ability can be very practical.

Before an audition, a thought appears: “I’m going to blow this.”

Without any distance, that thought can quickly become a reality you feel you need to fight.

With a little observation, it can become something simpler: “I notice that my brain is producing an anxious prediction.”

The distinction looks small on paper.

In practice, it may create enough space to return to the scene.

What I personally get from it

Vipassana has mainly taught me to observe a sensation or thought without immediately turning it into a story.

I find that useful in a profession where the mind constantly interprets: an audition taking longer than expected, a short email, a lost role, a scene that is not working.

The goal is not to become impassive.

It is to notice more quickly when one thought is becoming a spiral.

And on camera, that quality of attention connects to something very concrete: remaining available enough to receive your partner instead of mentally preparing your next line. It belongs to the same family of skills as the prepared spontaneity we explored earlier in the series.

The research calls for nuance

Scientific reviews of mindfulness suggest possible benefits for stress and some anxiety or depressive symptoms in some people, but findings and study quality vary.

It would therefore be an overstatement to say that “meditation treats anxiety” universally.

A more accurate statement is that meditation can be a useful tool for some people, on its own or alongside other approaches.

It does not work the same way for everyone.

And if a practice clearly increases your distress, you do not need to “meditate harder.”

Reduce it, stop or seek appropriate guidance.

Two minutes before an audition

You do not need a ten-day silent retreat to use the principle.

Try something simple:

1. Place your feet on the floor.
2. Notice a few physical sensations.
3. Hear what is happening around you.
4. Observe your breathing without forcing it.
5. Mentally name what is present: tension, impatience, fear, energy.
6. Return to the scene: what do I want from the other person?

The objective is not perfect calm.

It is to step out of the struggle with your internal state for a few seconds and return to the work.

Presence does not mean emptying your mind

A character thinks, anticipates, remembers and interprets.

The actor’s presence is therefore not an empty mental state.

It is the ability to remain available to what is actually happening now, even with a very active imagination.

An attention practice may help you recognize the moment when you stop listening because you have started monitoring your own performance.

It does not replace text analysis or technique.

Journaling: first, a tool for clarity

The word covers many things: personal diaries, gratitude journals, expressive writing, professional notes, audition tracking and character notebooks.

Research on psychological effects is mixed.

I therefore prefer to treat journaling first as a very simple tool: taking a thought out of my head and putting it somewhere I can look at it.

The audition journal

This is one especially practical use.

After an audition, write down only:

Project. Role. Date. What I prepared. One thing that worked. One thing to improve. Callback or note received, if applicable.

Then close the document.

After several months, you have data that is much more reliable than emotional memory.

You may notice that certain role families keep returning, that your English-language auditions are improving or that one technical issue repeats.

The journal becomes a professional tool rather than a place to relive every disappointment. That can complement the closing ritual discussed in Article 45 on rejection and uncertainty.

The character journal

For longer roles, writing can also help organize facts from the text, chronology, relationships, secrets and unresolved questions.

I keep one rule: clearly distinguish what the script says from what I invent.

An internal biography can enrich the work.

It should not become so elaborate that it conflicts with the writer or director.

The mental download

Before sleep or a demanding day, a few lines can simply free some mental space.

Three columns are enough:

To do. To decide. Not under my control.

The third is particularly useful in this profession.

A large amount of stress comes from problems we continue trying to solve when no action is currently possible.

Do not use writing to force yourself deeper

Some forms of expressive writing involve spending considerable time revisiting difficult experiences.

That is not necessarily appropriate for everyone.

If writing about something strongly increases your distress or destabilizes you, stop.

A notebook does not need to become an improvised therapy room.

When trauma or significant distress needs to be addressed, professional support may be far more appropriate.

Watch for excessive self-observation

Actors already spend a great deal of time working on themselves.

That self-observation can become hypervigilant: am I breathing correctly? Am I really present? Am I meditating properly? Why am I feeling this stress?

Mindfulness and journaling should reduce noise, not create a new project of personal perfection.

If you spend more time monitoring yourself than living, simplify.

When should you use which tool?

Before an audition: one minute of attention to the body and environment.

After the audition: a few factual notes, then closure.

During a long role: a character journal if it helps.

During a period of uncertainty: a controllable / not controllable list.

Before sleep: put unresolved tasks on paper instead of conducting a complete review of your career.

These are tools.

Use them when they solve a problem.

In short

Mindfulness may help create a little space between a thought and a reaction.

Journaling can organize experience, reveal patterns and put some concerns onto paper.

Neither practice is mandatory or miraculous.

I find them useful in my own life, but their value depends on the effect they actually have on you.

The next article looks at another source of attention, a much noisier one: our screens, social media and constant comparison.

References: research reviews on mindfulness and meditation. This article does not replace professional mental-health advice or treatment.

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